Do You Understand?
It’s been awhile since I posted. There have been a few things that have been laying heavily on my mind. It may sound silly, but this is my safe space to express how I feel. This is my space to share, so that other mamas know that they’re not alone. It’s been over 6 months since I last held Waverly. I think I’m doing pretty good. I try to seem like I’m emotionally okay, and honestly I think I am. Sure I’m sad, I always will be. But I can function. I can smile and laugh. I rarely say Waverly’s name out loud. I know it may sound odd because I post about her often on Instagram and Facebook. But in real life, I don’t bring her up that often. I don’t want people to be afraid to be around me, like I have some disease. People will ask do you have any kids? And I briefly say I have an almost 2 and a half year old son and a daughter who passed away in August. The other person will quickly say “Oh I’m sorry”. And I say “it’s okay, my son keeps me busy” And I try to change the subject becau